A lot can happen in five months.
Back in April, I had a completely different life. I had just completed my second romance novella (Private Encore) and had sent it out on submission. On the home-front, things were pretty good too.
Then the politically-correct among us would say I had a "life-changing event."
My friends know what happened. The rest of you can safely assume that my life changed drastically and I'm not going into details here. Suffice it to say, when one aspect of your life changes that much, everything changes.
Five months later, I think I've pretty much found my footing again in my personal life. I've finally started writing again. But my personal life has directly affected my professional life.
When I sent out my submissions into the romance world five months ago, I had done a lot of research on whom I was sending my baby to. They all had good reputations and histories from what I could discern. Their authors seemed happy. All good signs.
I received a couple rejections in the first month.
And then just last week I got it. A contract offer. The Holy Grail of writers. The ultimate prize. It!!!!
I rejected the offer.
Crazy, right? Not so much as you may think.
My first reason is that I have received lots of feedback on "Private Encore". Instead of various random suggestions, the two most common recommendations matched, indicating that I had a couple serious things to fix that would make it much more salable. And I agreed with them so all was good. The other comments were very complimentary which I found to be very encouraging. I have the opportunity to pitch the new and improved "Private Encore" at a conference I'm attending next month. Like the Dairy Queen commercials, I don't thing "good" is good enough. Five months is long enough to get new perspective on an old work.
My second reason is that five months can be a long time for a publishing company too. If I can have a life-changing event, things can certainly change there as well. In my case, the changes to the company were not in the direction I wanted to go. I spoke to several current authors and decided that, for several reasons, it would not be in our mutual best interest to proceed with the offer.
So, amazingly, incredibly, almost unthinkably, I received my first professional offer for a romance novel and turned it down. As much as I want to be published, it was the right thing to do.
Next time, I hope to say that I was offered a publishing contract and I took it.